Stress kills...

~Jan. 30, 2003~

Or at least it will seriously maim you. The last couple weeks I've been going stark raving mad, trying to get ready for a board in two weeks when it normally takes 2 months. I've felt like my head is being crammed full of information, though my brain isn't fully grasping, or comprehending the stuff it's getting. That's not really a good thing, especially when you consider that I'll be dealing with aircraft and pilots now. Jesus, if I screw up and get something wrong, a plane could crash. And they're rushing me through this to get me qualified! My shoulders have been creeping further and further up past my ears.

Yesterday I took the written test to see if I'd be ready/able to take the board on Friday, not that it would matter if I passed. They had another one already waiting for me to take if I didn't. And today is just going to be question after question after question. I'm fully expecting to have mush for brains when I leave here this afternoon, and I'm not realy thrilled with that idea.

However, this will give me better hours, sort of, and get me doing soemthing that I've wanted to do for awhile. I just wish they weren't shoving it down my throat like they are.

After this I'm going to take a break from any studying, for anything. Anything! My brain hurts every night, my eyes are sore and watery all the time, and I just feel so ... heavy. I need to let that go before I can do well at the other things I'm studying. Freakin' work...

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