I'm not going to lock my journal just because some bald self-righteous holier than thou prick and his deluded wife are reading my journal. This is MY journal, and if he wants to go on pretending that he's changed, let him. And if she wants to think he has, when it's obvious he hasn't, well, she married him, not me...
And as for holding on to it, I haven't thought about you in years, you fat bastard. Nor would I if your darling wife hadn't reminded me. You're not worth the time it takes to put two thoughts together, so go fuck yourself and leave my life alone.