Christ almighty...

~May. 20, 2003~

Damn, things always seem to happen all at once, don't they. First the boys injure my knee, than I get hit by a car, than I have an allergic reaction to the pain medicine, and now I'm sick as a dog. Gee, anything else gonna happen to knock me around? Oh yea... My command is fucking with people again and changing things up with no warning. Gods I hate this place. Only thing good about it is meeting J.

Had to fire my sitter, which really kind of sucked. She was asking for more money, even though she works less than half the amount she did 2 months ago. Whatever. I offered her well more than I thought she truly deserved, but she wanted more, like she always did. And I was tired of being taken advantage of, so told her that was her last day having the boys. Thank Aset I already had someone in mind that wanted to watch the boys. That could have been really bad.

I've come to realize that I've been trying to make too many people happy, with total disregard for how it would effect me. Well, I've discovered that if I keep going like this, I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. So I'll be slowing things down, taking it easy, not to mention I can't really walk with this brace/torture device on my leg... I'm also going to start writing again more, as well as getting back in touch with Aset and Ma'at, who are both rather annoyed with me. And, once I can move my leg/knee again, more than likely after some physical therapy, I'm going to start yoga, which I think will help a good deal as well.

Gee, all these ideas to do things to correct deficiencies I see in my life... Let's see how far it actually gets before I dump the ideas, or something flares up and stops me.

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