If sleep is for the weak, than I'm about the weakest person alive, 'cause I NEED MORE!!!!

~Jun. 23, 2003~

I have not the foggiest idea what the hell is wrong with me today. Well, no, that's not really true. It's a complete lack of sleep and that my body is seriously having issues with my birth control pills. And the later is entirely my fault, so now I get to endure the next couple months without them to reset my natural clock, than start on them again to get things back the way they should be.

The first is due to Tristan. He decided that he'd wake up at 2 and want a drink of water. Not really a big deal, had he actually stated that at the beginning of this progression. Instead, he lies to me every time I came in. The first time he was coughing, so needed a drink. The second time he was "sick", which means he was going to puke, so needed something. Than he was sad. By this time it's almost 3:30, and since my alarm goes off at 3:45, there was no point in me trying to get more sleep.

So I didn't even bother. Which made me cranky. And there J is, snoring away, completely oblivious to all of this. And this small thing, made me completely, irrationally angry at him. I knew then, and I know now that it was totally irrational, but that didn't change that I was angry with him for sleeping through the whole thing.

*sighs* I find it rather humourous now, though I didn't at 3 in the morning, but I know if I tell J, he won't find it so funny. He'll take it as me saying that it's just another thing he can't do right. Which he's been saying a lot lately. We have a disagreement, and suddenly it's me telling him that he can't do anything right.

And now things at work are starting not to work properly... Goddess, it's going to be one of those days, I can feel it. Good thing there's stress management training today.

Oh, if you read my journal on a regular basis, drop me a note, as I'm going to start using the private folder, and will need to give you the login and password info.

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